Super sad and depressed feeling?

I am trying to get over anorexia and i have been eating everyday for 3 days I used to eat whatever I wanted then not eat anything til my weight went back down.. on theese three days I ate normally 2 meals each day not crazy fatty stuff either fish 8 oz and broccoli and cauliflower salad and chicken artichoke with strawberry salad and snacked a little because I can't go a week without some cheese its. and I look pregnant all the fat is going to my stomach my mom took the battery out of the scale I'm not sure how much it went up but it used to go up like six pounds I tried to take a walk today and my mom would not let me because I think she is scared I will get sick again and tomorrow we will be in the car all day driving home I wanted to know if ill stop gaining it so fast and will I eventually stop gaining weight or keep going till I am ovrweight